University

I'm starting school again! Well in about 4 weeks, and I'm getting a little nervous. Not so much about school, but about moving to the other side of the country. I have yet to find a room, and time is moving so fast. 

So for who has not followed me for the past years, I studied for two years, but things didn't workout for me. The program was not really my thing, the staff was not helpful and I was unhappy. So I took a big guess and just quit. (best decision ever) Afterwards I got depressed, anxiety and panic attacks….but I'm in such a better place than 6 months ago. The only thing I need help with is my social anxiety. I'm not a total freak, I promise, but thinking about the first day of uni makes my heart beat 400x faster. From being a junior in college I will be going back to freshman. But in three years I will have my degree in public health :). 

And you know, I'm beyond scared, nervous, fearful…but also happy for starting a new chapter in my life. I want to become the person that I've dreamt of becoming. It's time to finally start living my life. The past year was a whirlwind of emotions and happenings, but everything will finally fall into place (soon, I hope).

Love,

Jessica

New year: what will your book be about?

First of all, happy new year to all. I wanted to write this post earlier, but time was not on my side. I must confess that I couldn't care less about this new years, I was not as excited as I was all the previous years. I guess reality hit me. A new year does not mean that your life is going to change 180 degrees. It does not mean that life will become perfect and those 15 pounds will just come off. But it does mean that you can forget about the past year, and start of fresh. And that is exactly what we should do.